I should have faced you with a brave and steady heart. I should have taken you when you were wholeheartedly given to me in generous servings.
I know that it’s entirely my fault for being too afraid, too safe. What you had for me were stacks of experiences that I know to myself is a map to what I want to be, what I have always dreamt of being. I am sorry I shoved you away for something so physical and temporary. Look at me now then, I am but a product of the norms of what society can give me –thriving in a place where I am forced to do for the sake of doing it.
I am sorry.
I should have jumped off that cliff with you. I only then knew that you would also risk everything for me – alongside with a jar of trust, confidence and assurance filled to the brim.
I am so sorry I lost you and may have lost the battle for now. But know that in my heart, I will find you –I am weaving my way through you and one day we will sail through greater skylines. Together, we will jump.
I will see you soon.
Let me know if you figured my post out. This is a response to the Daily Prompt today.